Wednesday, December 26, 2012

So Long, Farewell.

Web-presence will continue on these sites:
 Yes, it's true.  In an interest to simplify my life, I will no longer update this blog.  This decision was not made in haste and is based on a few good reasons:
  1. Including this blog and not including my facebook (because it's way too easy to put info on facebook), I have to manage my information on 6 separate web-sites (this blog, the above links, and a school job board).  A professor recommended I add one more.  That's a lot of internet time.  This concerns me.
  2. This blog is read by very few people.  Most of the blogs I've seen on blogger are updated even less than mine.  There's not much potential for networking here.
  3. deviantArt has a journal wigit.  It has the Earworm posting feature built-in.  I'm already on dA on a daily basis, so it makes sense to condense.
  4. The thoughts in my head are not nearly as useful as the work of my hands.  Much as I would love it to be true, my rants about stuff are doing nothing to change the world.  Making someone laugh by showing them a kangaroo chasing clam-frogs around a kitchen at least improves that person's day a bit.
  5. Speaking of videos, I'm tired of messing with embedding code to share videos I've made.  Linking to my Vimeo account is just simpler.
  6. I've graduated from college with my B.A., 2013 is less than a week away, and as said before I'm job-hunting.  It's a good time for change.
With that, I say goodbye to Blogger and all the people who've been reading this public diary of mine.  Though I must leave you with one last Earworm of the Day:  So Long, Farewell from The Sound of Music

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

An Excuse to Post Another Earworm.

So I finally saw Wreck-It Ralph.  I can honestly say it lives up to the hype, and even my trope-savvy brain didn't see the ending coming. Though I really should've.  It's foreshadowed way ahead of time,but it's so subtle that on the first viewing it's hard to catch.  It ranks up there with Megamind on my list of "Movies I'm Impressed With".  I did not see Wreck-It Ralph in 3D, but frankly it doesn't need the 3rd dimension (unlike Megamind which certainly does).  My exposure to video game culture came in handy for this movie (a character used the Konami Code and I'm pretty sure I was the only one laughing) but even if you don't play games this movie is entertaining because it's all about the characters.  Any plot-relevant game mechanics are explained in-movie, so the audience can just sit back and get absorbed in the story line.

It also has catchy music.  Wanna hear the catchy music?

Earworm of the Day: Shut Up and Drive by Rihanna  It's in the movie.  It's been stuck in my head for days.

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

The Merits of Meyer's Other Book (a minor rant)

I woke up this morning and I'm all like, "I must write!!!"

Today is my last day of college.  All I have to do is show up for the figure-drawing critique and turn in my class portfolio.  Then try to maintain attention long enough while forced to analyze each student's artwork for ten minutes while having to stand up... yes standing is the hard part.  I can't take standing for long periods of time, it gets me all stressed out and cranky.  (Walking for long periods of time has the opposite effect strangely enough.)

My Hand-drawn Animation final was yesterday.  Here's how it went:


Kitchen Chaos: Pencil test stage from Elizabeth Young on Vimeo.

On a related but totally different note, movie trailers that have succeeded in making me want to see the movie:  Warm Bodies, and The Host.

A word on The Host, it is a book written by Stephanie Meyer.  I've read it, and I thought it was better than the Twilight series (for one thing, there is only one book of The Host).  Was it the writing caliber of Timothy Zahn, Anthony Horowitz, or Naomi Novik?  No.  Of course not.  This is Stephanie Meyer we're talking about.  Was The Host at least more palatable than Twilight?  Yes.  Yes it was, and for no other reason that the narrator is a space alien.  The narrator is still a Mary Sue who can do no wrong and has no depth (read: expert/victim/flaw model, implied back story, 3-dimentionality).  When she does mention a past life, it seems to come out of left field (this character can fight?  What?  This was not foreshadowed or referenced in the preceding pages!  I call shenanigans!).  But, any Mary-Sue-ishness can easily be written off because Wanderer is a space alien.  She doesn't feel human, but then again she's not human.  Disbelief remains suspended.  The story was at least decent.  I'd be willing to pay money to see how the film makers handle it (because frankly they can only improve upon it.)

Earworm of the Day:  The BG music to the video Our Story in 1 MinuteI put the video link first because you must see the epicness that is the video, but the song itself is Our Story by melodysheep.  I am seriously considering downloading this, it would be worth every penny.

P.S. Because I promised to post when I was done...
Cll'li jogging along... and she doesn't look happy.  Safe to say someone's in big trouble.

Thursday, November 8, 2012

In Which My Train of Thought Waltzes Down the Produce Aisle

I have had some very silly songs stuck in my head for the last 3 days.  But I'll get to that in the earworm section.  First...



Second...
Sketch of Cll'Li jogging along.  Color inverted in Photoshop because it looks cooler that way.
...which I am currently coloring by trying out Photoshop's various brushes.  I'll post when I'm done.

And Finally...

Earworm of the Day: Oh No What We Gonna Do? from the VeggieTales episode "Where's God When I'm S-scared?".  I recommend reading the lyrics too.  I was 3 years old when this came out and my Grandma worked at Berean Book Store, so yeah, our VHS collection was 40% VeggieTales growing up.

Looking at old VeggieTales from a distance of 19 years and a B.A. in Animation?  Well, now I get all the jokes.  And the CG is on par with a 1st year animation class, but the character design and acting (asymmetrical eyes, great voice acting) is very professional, and also just plain hilarious.  I mean, come on, cucumber singing about his lips, peas parodying Monty Python?  How can you not laugh?

--End of Babble--

Monday, November 5, 2012

Return of the "Flams"

For my animation final this quarter I've decided to pull the animatic Kitchen Chaos off the metaphorical shelf and move forward with production.  For those of you who may not have been reading that far back, this project was started in my story-boarding class last year.

So here is the first pencil test for what will soon be a fully animated video (I only have two weeks to complete everything.)  So far I'm optimistic.


Nothing gets the creative drive flowing like animating a very angry wallaby-thing running around with a butterfly net.  The character with the net is named Jimmy (thanks to an earlier project concerning a sound clip from a certain show).  His mom is a giraffaroo and his father is a very large frog, which means I'm still waffling on whether Jimmy's skin (or possibly fur) is yellow or green. The frog-clam-annoying-mouth-things are a little less puzzling, having officially been dubbed "Flams" today by my animation teacher (because "Clogs" is already a word.)

I also wrote a chunk of script in Celtx this morning for the first time in months (at the expense of homework time, but totally worth it).  I won't post it here because it's long, but let's just say Spitfire wins a fight using pacifism and parkour.

Oh, and found another cool video concerning movies. Warning: that video has some language in it, (because many good movies are not rated PG.  Sorry, fact of life.)

Earworm of the Day: Zorba's Dance what else?

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Lost My Drive... No, Not That One, the Other One.

I know, I haven't posted for a whole month.  Again.

The funny thing about a gap this large in posting is that when I finally sit down to write, I have nothing interesting to post.  It's like all the interesting things that happened over the last month mash together and cancel each other out so I can't remember any of them anymore.  Hmph.

Well, ok, I have Elf the Jackalope freaking out:


That was animated on paper then lined in Toon Boom.  Ok, there's something to talk about.  Toon Boom is -- according to my teacher -- the industry standard for digital painting in animation (or something to that effect).  At least in the west (again, according to my teacher, the Japanese has better programs, but they aren't available in the U.S.)

But then again Toon Boom seems to be a pretty intuitive straight forward program and I wish I'd bought a copy when it was on sale for $150 instead of waiting too long and having the price jump.  Live and learn.

Earworm of the Day: A Whisper and a Clamor by Anberlin

I don't remember if I've posted that one already, but I've been blasting it to stave off the end-of-college-beginning-of-fall-too-long-away-from-family depression I've been wrestling with lately.  (Don't worry, I'm getting help for that.)  The artwork may be few and far between until I can relocate my creative drive.  I think I dropped it somewhere.  Maybe it's hiding in my subconscious under the philosophical inquiries, or the dismembered Motion Builder actor guy, or the 2 ton chunk of self-doubt in the corner.  I'll find my drive eventually.  Hopefully by Christmas (this Christmas will be fantastic, I can feel it.)

20 Days To Graduation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Grumbles about .Gifs

So, I think I'm changing my posting schedule to Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays.  Why?  Because that's when I've got time.

First, I finally (finally!) figured out how to make an animated gif.  As per usual, I was only missing one button to make it work.


Also have a really cool idea for a deviantART avatar image now.  Involves a hamster of course.  Now, a bit of a note about animated gifs and my opinion of them.  I don't understand the phenomenon of chopping up a perfectly good YouTube video of a dog doing something and making it into a 6 panel animated gif comic strip.  It's a mutant if you ask me.  Too many things moving at once.  Mono-tasker's nightmare.

I also find endlessly looped gifs to be cute for the first two seconds, then annoying for the rest of their existence.

That being said, I wish I had looped the rainbow as it is a very short animation and may be hard to catch when the page loads.  I get that.  That makes sense.  What gifs need is a pause.  Some breathing room.  But making a gif longer means more work, and more animation skill.  In that sense I understand why annoying gifs happen.  They take less time and energy to make.

Well, I'm an animator, so I'll just have to expend the extra energy and make something fantastic.  My work ethic won't allow me to do otherwise.  Huzzah!

Earworm of the Day: What is Love? by Haddaway OR played on 8 floppy drives

Friday, September 28, 2012

Chucking Rigging out a 13th Story Window With as Much Force as Possible.

So, Google Chrome no longer works on my laptop because my Mac OS is old.  My desktop PC, within the span of 2 weeks, has gone from dust collector to primary computer.

And consistent readers will remember my rant about wallpaper.  Thus, this:

My attempt to take adorable up to 11 while maintaining realistic proportions.
I love Photoshop CS6.

In other news, yesterday I reached an epiphany.  I am not a rigger.  I can model, UV map, and put a bone system in place -- heck, I can even paint weights if I must -- but once I reach setting up a control system for it all, it's grinding hours of frustration.  FK/IK, pole vectors, splines, face rigs, locators, handles... dislike.  Dislike it all with a passion.

And as of yesterday, I am completely ok with that.

So in light of that epiphany, here's what's going to happen.

  1. I am going to make a simple skeletal rig for both Butterfly of Doom and Dripbird so I can place them in some other position than a t-pose.  Nothing more.  They will not be animated... in 3D.  (Dripbird lives in 2D now.  He's finally getting to stretch his wings.)
  2. I will finish UV mapping the fossa skull.
  3. I will finish coloring Butterfly of Doom, Dripbird, and the skull.
  4. I will render a video each of charater/object posed on a turntable in both color and occlusion passes.
  5. I will post the 3 videos and accompanying stills to my portfolio/vimeo/blog/gallery.
  6. All of the above will be completed one at a time so I can get my homework done.
  7. I will celebrate when all three are done, take a week off, then go model something new.  Maybe a ninja hamster.
Earworm of the Day: Elements by Lindsey Stirling because you can never have enough dub-step violin. (To be fair, it is a narrow category.  Reaching saturation would be highly unlikely.)

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Hands-On

I totally forgot to upload this Monday.  Wow.  I'm scatter-brained.

Matt Owl asks "Am I in the right century?"

In other news, today I applied for my degree conference (did I spell that right?).  If all my records are filled out correctly, and everything administration wise goes right, then an official paper that says "B.A. in Animation" should come by Christmas.  (I hope.)

In the mean time, I have the supreme hilarity of having a Motion Capture class and a Hand-Drawn Animation class back-to-back.  Yes, I go from the most automated form of animation to the most hand-crafted form of animation within the span of 3 hours.  I love my life.

I also love traditional animation.  Here's a bird jumping for an apple:


Earworm of the Day:  Due to my rule of not repeating earworms, I've officially got nothing.  Pick your own catchy tune and jam out to.  Heck, let's make it interactive.  Post your own earworm in the comments (video link is optional).

Monday, September 17, 2012

'Tis My Birthday! Hooray!

Another year older, and life is moving at a pretty fast clip.  Today I worked on a 2D animation of Dripbird jumping for an apple, which I hope to have refined and posted by Wednesday.  I also, finally, purchased an Adobe CS6 package for my PC.  Two weeks from now, I will be creating awesomeness from my own desktop!

Also, my roommate and I teamed up and made cupcakes (from scratch!) and decorated them with icing and chocolate (from the store).
Yay, cupcakes!

 In other news, I was helpful!  I got to help make a prayer network board Willow Chicago is using for its kids' program. I designed the swirly background and mapped out where the colors would go.  The painting and string was by some other super talented person.  I think it turned out great!
It's also upside-down.  But I kind of like it better this way.
Earworm of the Day:  We Got a Dollar (or I Got a Pickle in some versions) from The Little Rascals.  Of course, thanks to NATSU I now have an entirely different (equally catchy) song stuck in my head, but I'll let them have the glory for that.

"I got a birthday.  I got a birthday.  I got a birthday, hey hey hey hey..."

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Whatever.

I'm tired.

I was tired enough yesterday morning that I actually tried to use caffeine (in the form of tea) to wake up.  It didn't work.  I was totally off my game for figure drawing class; couldn't hold an image in my head to draw the construction lines.

Despite getting to bed late, I got up early this morning to get to school and accomplish more homework.  I had no energy for heavy brain-work and my philosophy homework is covering skepticism.  I spent ten minutes today scribbling down a poem about how I know I'm not dreaming right now because my dream world is a lot darker and weirder than real-life in mid-day.  If the sky is bright blue, I'm unable to read with my eyes closed, and the architecture of the building hasn't spontaneously changed in the last 15 minutes, odds are good that I'm awake.

Yes, I was making arguments for being awake.  Philosophical Skepticism is twisted enough to make me do that just to keep my sanity.

So I've been cranking out critical thoughts all day with an already exhausted brain, and I can't find anyone to model for my drawing assignment due tomorrow.  It's 7:30pm.  I'm done.  I give up.  I'm going to sit here and do nothing of any importance for the rest of the night and take the late grade for art.  Whatever.  I don't care anymore.

I don't care.

Earworm of the Day: Good Times by Manic Drive because it's been stuck in my head the last couple of days.

Friday, September 7, 2012

And So It Continues...

Fleet the Super Gerbil, boldly running into battle with his trusty... kitchen broom?
I know I said this would be the last "digital sticker style" character I'd make.

But...

Then a friend of suggested I do these guys next...

Galleon and Jacobson: critters from another dimension

Which got me thinking again of characters and poses, and so then I drew this...

A chrono-drive is not nearly as good at telling time as a normal watch.

And it would be a shame not to color it in... .  So it appears I'll be making these for a little while yet.  Hope nobody minds.

Earworm of the Day: The One (I'm Fighting For) by Article One.  I consider this song to be Fleets "theme song".

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Wands and Light-boxes: No, This Isn't Hogwarts

I said I'd get it done, and I got it done:

Spitfire:  always a bad idea to get him mad.  Especially when he's armed (or decaffeinated...).

Next I'll do Fleet the Super Gerbil, but after that I'll give this style a rest.  My schedule's filling up now so I better turn my focus back to art projects that will have a grade tacked on.

Today was the first day of the last quarter of school for me.  I'm giddy with excitement; I'm cringing with fear; and I'm all-out stressed about my future and its scheduling.

But it's better than 80% of this summer has been, so I'll take it.

The two classes that met today were Motion Capture and Hand-Drawn Animation.  In motion capture we learned how to calibrate the mocap studio and how sensitive the cameras are to anything reflective.  Like glasses, belt buckles, reflective running shoes.  I swear at one point it was picking up the spiral binding of my notebook; there was a cluster of dots that moved when I did.  It was weird.  But not as weird as calibrating looks.  It involves a reflective ball on the end of a pole and you walk around the stage waving it in figure 8's.  How the computer makes sense of all this, I have no idea.

Hand-Drawn Animation started with the revelation that I already own most of what I need for this class.  Pegbar?  Check.  Hole-punch?  Check.  Stack of paper?  Check.  Richard William's Animator's Survival Kit?  Check.

Light box?

Uh...

So there's always one thing.  But that's nothing compared to my supply list for figure drawing.

Earworm of the Day:  I've had Winter Wrap-Up stuck in my head again, and I hate to repeat myself.  Ooh!  How about the Korra's Main Theme?  Now that's some beautiful background music!

Monday, September 3, 2012

Digital Stickers

So there's this style of drawing/coloring characters, usually chibi versions of characters, that I've been noticing on deviantArt; it involves solid outlines, sharp two-toned shading, and often some sort of flat border around the whole thing to make it look like a sticker.  Often the coloring is textured or water-color-like in some way.  Examples of what I'm babbling about can be found here, here, and here.

Now I rarely attempt to emulate other people's styles.  Sure, I'll gradually incorporate specific techniques as I learn the reasons for them, but going all-out and trying to copy a complete style is not something I try very often.  And really I should because to copy a style one must first understand what goes into the style.  This requires a close examination of another person's artwork.  The end result is learning techniques that were too subtle to notice at first glance.  Coolness comes from the details.

You know how in art class, your teacher always made you stare at master works for, like, ten whole minutes trying to pick apart the color scheme.  Or made you re-draw a da Vinci sketch line-by line?  Or had you try to emulate any other artist's style. This. Is. Why.

I repeat: Coolness is derived from the details you never noticed.

And yes, I only just realized this yesterday.  My apologies; I will now end my rant.

But yeah, that style I mentioned?  I tried it out on Beth:

A sketch, a scanner, a high-texture piece of paper, and 2 1/2 hours in Photoshop.  Yup. 
Then I wondered what other characters I could do in this style.  So I drew Spitfire...

My roommate's scanner, have I complained about it enough?  I'm not sure I have.

... and I'm currently in the process of sticker-fying him too.  Maybe I'll be done tonight.  Hard to say.

Earworm of the Day: Shooting Star by Owl City which I listened to while drawing these two images.  Wait, does this mean... *Gasp* I'm turning into an Owl City fan!  Nooooooooooooo!

On second thought, I don't really think there's any way to make me more dorky than I already am... so... I'm immune by virtue of saturation!  That's possible, right?  Right?

Friday, August 31, 2012

Carbon Dating

My textbooks are bought, my student CTA pass has been collected, and all the animation labs are shut down for a re-boot of the system or some-such.  Oh, and I'm trying to get used to a new haircut.  And my childhood fascination with paleontology has resurfaced.

If ever there was a time for me to go totally off my rocker, this weekend would be it.

Today I found a free portfolio building site called Carbon Made which looks like a good place to (finally) construct a professional portfolio.  Linking to deviantART and Vimeo is fine and all, but it doesn't give off that extra flair of knowing what you're doing.

Last week I read a fascinating book about the Field Museum's most famous fossil.  Tyrannosaurus Sue by Steve Fiffer (what a great last name!)  It goes through the whole complicated backstory of Sue, legal battles and all.  (Someone actually did jail-time by the end of it all!)  It also covers some major points in the history of fossil collecting in America.  And all of it is written in perfectly understandable modern lingo, so go check it out if you can.  It's a good read.

But of course this has gotten me looking at more books about ancient critters, though I've decided to look at the Cenozoic this time, see what kind of crazy rhinos and four-legged whales people have dug up.  It should be interesting.

Earworm of the Day: Giggle at the Ghostly from MLP.  Yeah, another one.  I've had this stuck in my head all day.

Monday, August 27, 2012

Two Lady Birds

First, I would like to introduce the newest member of my puppet collection: Julia the marionette.
Julia strikes a pose.
Though I decided Julia was a female bird (or hen I suppose?) in real life most female birds aren't anywhere near as colorful.  It's the males who are invested in putting on a show with long feathers and bright hues (remember that anytime a woman in media evokes a peacock fan.  Peahens are a little more conservative with the tail feathers and are usually brown and green.)

With my recent work on Dripbird, who is definitely male, I started wondering what the female bird of his (totally fictional) species would look like.  And thus I sat down and created Damselbird:
Damselbird, female counterpart of Dripbird
Besides the brown and green coloring (to camouflage against undergrowth) Damselbird has shorter tail feathers and crest feathers, as she would only be using them for communication and defensive postures rather than for showy mating displays.  Her wing feathers are the same length as Dripbird's because, though their species is mostly flightless, they use wings for extending jumps and balancing when running.  The female would need to be equally well equipped for jumping and running, and so the wings stay the same.

I would like to make a Damselbird in Maya in addition to Dripbird, which I don't think will be too hard.  I'd just make a duplicate file of Dripbird and do a pallet swap and a scale function on the feathers.  As for what I'd do with them?  Well, a cute short about Dripbird courtship wouldn't be out of the question (being cartoon birds, you know it'll be just a little sillier than what you've seen on Animal Planet).

Earworm of the Day: Your Love is a Song by Switchfoot

Friday, August 24, 2012

Avian Emotions

Beth will willingly dive into battle with aliens, robots, crime lords, and homicidal librarians... but spiders?  She doesn't do spiders.

I bought a bag of coffee for my dad today and put the bag of beans in my backpack for safe keeping.  My favorite sweater was also stuffed in there.  Now my sweater smells amazing!

In other news, I've been working more on Dripbird.  His legs and claws are now fully rigged, as is his face.

It lives!!! Buahahaha!


Unfortunately I waited till now to create the master locater thingy (usually seen as a big set of arrows at the character's feet).  Everything is grouped under it.  The problem is, when I grouped everything under the locater, the neck sorta... went nuts.  Like translating the character would turn it into an alien giraffe. So for the moment I'm back to square one on the neck.  But that's ok.  At least I have books to tell me how to do that.

Earworm of the Day: Trip the Light by Garry Schyman and sung by Alicia Lemke.  As seen on the fantastic video called Where the Hell is Matt? 2012.  Seriously, it's great.  The scuba-diving part is my favorite.

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Rainbow Alarmclock

First, the drawing I mentioned last time with the clock and the frying pan.  For context, it's set the morning after giant killer roaches invaded Dennis and Beth's house and they had to barricade themselves into Beth's room.  After a tense night with little sleep, well... Beth's a little jumpy...
Frying Pan of Doom indeed.
And I know the sizing here makes it super hard to read, so here's the transcript:

Dennis: Zero to deadly in 2 seconds.  I'll have to remember that.
Beth: And it was the nice one with the colored numbers too...

And for the record, Beth's clock with the colored numbers is real.  I got it at Target several years ago.  Sadly, they don't seem to be carrying these anymore.


Also worked more on Dripbird today.  I'm reasonably happy with the leg rigging, or at least I'm totally sick of it and just want to be done.  The skin hasn't been connected and weighted yet, so I attached some cubes to the rig so it could be seen and made this walk test:



Earworm of the Day: Germs by "Weird Al" Yankovic

Monday, August 20, 2012

EY Dragon Profile Image

Got the picture of EY Dragon done.  Certainly it is one of the most girly pictures I have made since Flying Pigs and Yellow Tulips.
New profile image.
Honestly, I'm not happy with it.  I think I've stared at it too long or something.  Or maybe it's the composition that's askew.  Maybe it's the girly colors or the flowers.  Whatever the reason, I think I'll post it do my deviantART anyway and give it a month to grow on me.  It's worked before.

I was also going to speak of my latest archive-binge on Mark Watches: Avatar (it's great), and post a sketch-comic involving frying pans and alarm clocks, but I think I'll save that for later because I had a really... weird experience this weekend.

So, this weekend I was poking around deviantART looking for cool stuff and I got looking at fan-art of How to Train Your Dragon because I too am a fan of the movie (Toothless and Hiccup are both incredibly adorable/adorkable in their own ways).

Now, I myself don't make fan art.  None.  At all.  Zip.  The last character I probably ever drew that belonged to someone else was probably a pikachu.  And that was probably back in middle-school (which was about the time that I discovered the magical experience of creating original characters and building my own worlds around them.  How do fanfic writers live?)  However, I am still totally capable of admiring fanart by other people.

So I found a beautiful wallpaper of Toothless that someone made and I instantly added it to my "favorites" jar. I asked the artist if downloading a copy for use on my own desktop was allowed (still learning the rules of the internet art, always best to check) and he gave the thumbs-up.  So I did.  I had Toothless on my desktop background.

Then a weird thing happened; I felt bad about it.  The Toothless wallpaper just felt wrong being on my macbook screen.

Now I don't believe I actually did anything wrong, but it felt like I had.  Like I had crossed a personal moral horizon somehow.  And since I'm prone to analyzing my own behavior, I have several theories as to why I felt so bad about changing my desktop background that night.
  1. I decided to browse the rest of the fanartist's work.  Let's just say the "mature content filter" was blocking a lot.  And some of the remaining works had just enough for me to surmise that the blocked content was slash-fic.  Hiccup/Toothless slash-fic.  I just... um... wow... er... zax.  My vocabulary does not have words to fully convey what I felt at the revelation that a fellow artistic mind has gone there.  Anyone got a pint of brain-bleach on them?  Anyone?  Please???  Again, the wallpaper as a stand-alone piece is perfectly rated-G... but still.  It's the knowing.
  2. Overtones of idol-worship.  And I'm just speaking about my own heart here.  I actually stopped and asked myself "By making this image my wallpaper, am I putting the How to Train Your Dragon franchise on a pedestal where it doesn't belong?"  Having to ask that question in the first place was setting off red flags.
  3. My friend Kristen.  Practically since I got my laptop I have had one of my own artworks or original photographs as my desktop background.  Every time I showed a friend something on my laptop, that was the first thing they saw.  An "E.Y. Original".  Then one day I changed the background to an image of Earth that was in my computer's default background folders.  Kristen noticed.  She was instantly annoyed.  "You changed your background," she said accusingly.  "Yeah," I shrugged, "I decided it was time to change it."  "But it's not something you made." I was a bit surprised. "It matters?"  (note: that's the general gist of the conversation, not an actual transcript.)  Now I finally realize what she (might have) meant: I'm an artist, it's my laptop, and my desktop background is an expression of "me".  If it isn't wallpaper from my own hand, it has no business being there.
So Yeah, that one image of a nightfury flying joyously through a cloud of sparkles had left me with a totally guilty ick feeling.  It was totally irrational, but that's how I felt.  I turned off my computer, sat and analyzed what had happened for a bit, then went to bed, realizing I'd learned a little something about my identity as an artist.

The next morning I changed my wallpaper back to Bunny Field.

Friday, August 17, 2012

Pictures!!!

Finally downloaded the photos from my phone's memory card.  So today I give my readers the gift of pictures!

First a bunny:
City rabbits.  Totally cool with you walking up and snapping pictures of them.
Still haven't gotten over the novelty of city wildlife not giving a darn.  Was literally a yard away from this rabbit; it didn't even pause to look at me.

A short while later I was looking at the side of one of our school buildings.  According to the masonry, it was originally built for the science department.  They have these decorations between floors.

pictured: side of building.
Then, I noticed something strange about the second floor...

Are those... upside-down frogs?
If my eyes are not mistaken (and with 20/20 vision and a near obsession with all things animal, I'm pretty sure they're right), the old science department building is decorated with frogs.  Architect had a weird sense of humor.

Speaking of animals, I also downloaded my pics from the Lincoln Park Zoo.  Most of them are from such a distance or through so much wire that it's impossible to even tell where the animal's supposed to be.  But there were exceptions.  Here are my favorites:

That pic I mentioned previously of me and the black bear.

Cute, chubby little meerkats, watching the visitors go by.

Pygmy hippo posing for it's photo-shoot.

The Best photo of an african wild dog I will probably ever take.

In other news, I just now learned how to link a video so it starts on a specified spot (hint: use the share button and click a checkbox for it)

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Coloring Fiend

So yeah, spent most of the day coloring.  Granted, I was coloring original drawings inside a computer for future use in my portfolio; so let it be known that I was in no way slacking off.

I will not be posting progress-reports on the aforementioned colorings, but for the sake of fun, here are the original starting-sketches of both:
a representation of the internal me
EY Dragon with her sketchbook and hamster buddy, Dennis.

Same space alien, different ages.
Marvin: age 11,  17, and 100
The Marvin 11-17-100, as I've dubbed it, one is just a piece I thought would be cool, but the EY Dragon Portrait is going to become my profile image on deviantART.  I will post the images here when finished.

Which brings me to my next topic.  I decided to color EY Dragon on one of the school's cintiqs, because I'm not going to be using the image for monetary gain, and cintiqs are fun to draw on.  Being summer, the school recently updated the software in the labs, which I kinda knew, but didn't really give much thought to.

Then I opened Photoshop.

No joke, sat there for a solid minute staring at the screen and vaguely wondering why Maya had come up before finally exclaiming, "OMG!  Photoshop's gone graphite!!!"

Yes, Adobe CS6 is now officially in-style with all the other creative software.  The Photoshop interface now matches AfterEffects, Maya, Z-brush, Final Cut, and this blog.  Everything is graphite.  Luckily all the buttons seem to be in their usual places and everything still works the same as it always did.  No surprises 

Except AfterEffects.  It's got selection-preview now.  Adobe developers, you rock!  :D

Earworm of the Day: Watercolour by Pendulum.  Fun fact, this is what I was listening to when I drew the Marvin 11-17-100 sketch.

Monday, August 13, 2012

Deviating from the Norm

Hear ye, hear ye!  I now have a deviantART account!

As of yet, it's nothing much because I don't have a whole lot of content to stick on it.  But maybe having a place to display stuff will motivate me to actually make stuff to display.

Is that logical?  I hope it's logical.  We'll see how it goes.

Earworm for the Day: the theme song to Flying Rhino Jr. High.

Friday, August 10, 2012

Characters

I've been at it again.  Creating characters.  Animalburg is by far the most character-heavy story with a total approaching 300, (Twiggy and the Jackalopes, in contrast, has 20 at most.)  And yes I keep a spreadsheet to ensure I don't accidentally make two characters with the same name (though intentionally having two with the same name has happened.)

To be fair, Animalburg does take place in a large city.  Some characters will probably occur for one episode, others will be re-occurring, and some will only be referenced or alluded to but never appear on-screen (in the main story anyway).  It's still useful to catalogue their existence for consistency.

I usually create characters for a couple of situations:
  • "What if a character could do ___ ?"
  • "If I had a character like (insert other author/creator's character), I would do ___ differently because ___."
  • "What would (real-world friend or pet) look like as an Animalburg character?"
    • Ex: Beth, Nightfall
  • "Given the plot of the story/rules of the world, ___ has to exist.  Who are they and what do they look like?"
    • Ex: Most parent characters & families, most of the Ninja characters, and Fleet the Super Gerbil
From my experience, all of these paths are equally valid reasons for creating a character (though I'll add a disclaimer to the third that working friends into your story may ruin the dialogue and tick off your friends.)  The important part is that with every character you sit down at some point and figure out their strengths, weaknesses, and backstory.

My new character, Angela, springs from reason #4.  She's notable for being my first character with a tattoo (not something I get to draw much because of the fur-factor).  She appears in the story when the time-stream gets messed up, and she replaces another ninja character.  Everything gets set back to normal thanks to Snow (see crazy ninja from previous entry), but Angela will probably pop up a few more times (I hate to burn bridges, especially with fun characters).

Twister has a crush on Angela in both time-lines; the feeling's NOT mutual.
 Also spawning from a mix of "what if" and "has to happen sometime" is Cicada, the apprentice of Beth and her future teammate Long Jump.  I'm still in the process of creating Cicada's appearance.  I was thinking some sort of long-tailed rodent with hair long enough to braid.  The following exchange occurs during "The Invasion Arc".

Grammar & timeline context.  Always important.
Earworm of the Day:  Inspector Gadget theme song.  Or, if you want 20% cooler, Greg Pattillo's beat-boxing flute rendition

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Recalling the Rhinoceros and the Reindeer

Today was fun.  Mom and I went to see the remake of Total Recall.  Despite my trope-literate mind noting everything from product placements to focal-length shifts of the camera, I did indeed enjoy the movie.  My only qualm was that there was no cut longer than 3 seconds (or so it seemed) which after the first hour was giving me a headache.  The film makers made beautifully grundgy CGI landscapes, then gave me no time at all to just... enjoy them.  When it comes out on DVD, I will rent it and use the pause button liberally.

We also went to the Lincoln Park Conservatory, which is also free and filled with plants.  They have the sensitive plant which is loads of fun to play with because it folds when tapped.  They had banana trees with bananas growing on them.  They had plastic dinosaurs hiding out in the fern room, which was hilarious.

Then, just because it was next door, we stopped in at the zoo.  This time I got to see the beaver, an american kestrel, and got a picture sitting right next to a sleeping black bear (there was glass between us, chill).  Also, we saw rhinos.
sketches of the zoo's white rhino (I think he was getting tired of people by then)

In other news, I meant to post this Monday to go with the "out of my mind" concept I was in, then realized I hadn't scanned it yet.  Another Animalburg ninja character; the only one that might be truly insane.
Snow is scary.  All the other ninja are terrified of Snow.

And while I searched my binder for that image, I also found this...

No, I wasn't sure how to spell "Rudolph".  I write, the spell-check spells.
...which I drew while finding a (hopefully clever) way to incorporate the Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer mythology into the world of my Twiggy and the Jackalopes story.  Initially I was going to have Rudolph be a complete myth or a "the ghost" but then thought it'd be fun if the whole "had a very shiny nose" was just exaggerated/mis-interpreted.  My version of "Rudolph" is the head reindeer who wears a very ornate red halter to display his status.

Earworm of the Day:  10,000 Reasons (Bless the Lord) by Matt Redman

Monday, August 6, 2012

And I Cook This How... ?

I've spent most of the day world-building with Animalburg (so many ninja critters, so little time...) and doing chores.  I actually bought raw chicken thighs today.  Raw chicken.  I almost never buy meat, meaning I have no herbs, spices, bread-crumbs, or any workable idea about how to actually incorporate meat into a meal.

Eh, I'll just do what I do with everything else:  Heat it until the safe-consumption requirements have been met and add it to a plate of spaghetti and pasta sauce.  Food's food.

Ninja kids.  Their games of hide-and-seek are EPIC.
Earworm of the Day: Outta My Mind by Anthem Lights

Friday, August 3, 2012

Sigh...

So I didn't post Wednesday because I got sucked into the mother of all archive-binges.  The comic in question is called Doc Rat and is written by an Australian doctor who uses the pen-name Jenner.  It's a good read.  Memorable characters, interesting story-line, and a nice balance between silly and dramatic.  It's a long-runner, so it takes 10 hours to get from beginning to present day.

I checked my browsing history to confirm that figure. Ten. Hours.

As for today, well... I guess you could say I'm not feeling well emotionally.  Was in the middle of a crying-fit and realized that I'd just used the last kleenex in the whole apartment, so I had to pull it together and walk down to the store for more.  My short but increasingly frequent rounds of depression-ish-stuff is connected to a fear of the future.  There's this nagging "what if" in my head that the last 4 years of earning animation degrees could possibly turn out to be worthless, and the past 8 years of putting academics before social life might've been more damaging than helpful.  This is also why I dismiss the suggestion that I pursue a Masters degree (what possible use is a master's degree in animation given the monumental gap between what the schools can teach us and the computing power behind Pixar's Brave?)

I think the best thing to do at this point is sit down and draw a picture of how I feel, which brings me to my next "what if" which is actually positive.  I've been playing with the idea of getting a DeviantArt account.  If I keep making Photoshop artwork like Facing the Doppelganger and this blog's banner, I would certainly have stuff to put on there.  And who knows, it might be useful.

Earworm for the Day: Deathbed by Relient K  I debated about putting this one, but it's honestly what's stuck in my head right now... well, part of the melody at least.  I don't actually know all the words because I can't sand to listen to the whole thing.  It's just too sad.

Yeah, I'm going to go draw that picture now, then maybe listen to the Hampster Dance or something.  Anything to lighten the mood.

Monday, July 30, 2012

Hamster Humans and Hamburgers

So, I picked up this book called Animal Skulls: A Guide to North American Species by Mark Elbroch.  It's fascinating.

And that fossa skull I was working on?  Anatomically wrong on so many levels.  The most glaring flaw being the lack of a foramen magnum... which is kind of an important structure considering it's the hole for the spinal chord.

Yeah.  Kind of important.

All this just stresses the point that research should come first.

In other news, my brain was keeping me awake Saturday night wandering on "what if" tangents as it's wont to do.  I hit upon "what would my characters look like if they were human instead of rodents?"  I ended up drawing this:

Still haven't decided whether or not to color it in.

Also went out to lunch with a church group yesterday.  Epic Burger has really good turkey burgers, but I forgot to tell them to hold the pickles.  While waiting for my food, I got bored and drew this:

Pato and Lynx eating burgers.
Earworm of the Day: Changed Forever by Toby Mac. That is honestly what's stuck in my head today, and it's driving me crazy.  I can't pinpoint why, but I have a very low tolerance for Toby Mac.  Something about the background singers, or the ear-wormy-ness, or... some other factor that can't be quantified... .  Beats me.

Friday, July 27, 2012

Zoom!!!

New title image.  Yay!  For sake of side-by-side comparison:

old banner
new banner (click for full-size)
You may notice that the actual title and description are text elements of this webpage, not a part of the png/jpg image.  Though this makes composition a little more challenging, it's better for everyone in the long-run.  Search engines and screen-readers can't read text inside image files, they can only read what's in html code.

Handy tip: if you need to break the title or description in half, use the tag <br /> where you want the split to be.  Html code, allowing people to defy the default formatting since... I don't actually know when.  For other handy symbols that seem to break when punched into the blogger textbox, here's a nifty list of html codes that will make them stay put.

Earworm of the Day:  Oh, you're so going to hate me for this one... Larger Than Life by the Backstreet Boys.  I linked to the actual music video because even if the song is two decades past run into the ground, the choreography is still decent.

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Bizarre Concept, Adorable Characters: the origin of the Jet Pack Penguins

I feel obligated to post something since I skipped out on updating Monday.

First of all, while I'm still on a digital art kick, I thought I'd revamp the title banner for Penguins with Jet Packs.  Full disclosure: the original (and as of this writing, current) banner for this blog is made from penguins pasted from a drawing I made in High School when I was going through a phase of "bizarre concept, adorable characters."

For your viewing pleasure, here are My Best Old Drawings, circa 2007:
Penguins with Jet Packs

Flying Pigs and Yellow Tulips

Elephant & Butterflies

Paradox's Den
As you can see, I was not a teen with much angst.  In fact, I think the ninja hamsters was about as dark as it got.

But yes, it's been 5 years.  I've had 3 college-level drawing classes since then.  I have a Wacom tablet now. It's time to update!

Don't worry, the penguins will still be there, they'll just be a little less...grainy.

Here is the base sketch for the new banner:
Noises like "zoom" and "whoosh" are encouraged.
Today I had stuff to do, like actual "be at x place at x time wearing a nice blouse" stuff to do.  Which is fantastic.  I love feeling like I'm getting something accomplished in the bigger scheme of things.  But it also means I have to put off completing the banner.  I hope to complete it tomorrow and have it ready to unveil on Friday.  I am setting that goal now to you, my readers.  So I better have it done.

Earworm of the Day:  Cotton Eye Joe by Rednex.  How did I get that one stuck in my head?  Blame The Nostalgia Chick.

Friday, July 20, 2012

"Facing the Doppelganger": A Process

Hold on to your hats.  This will be a long entry, but there will be lots and lots of pictures.

So Wednesday I got tired of not having a proper Facebook cover image.  I'd originally planned for a character collage, but it ran into some sizing problems and... in a nutshell, it's been languishing in half-doneness for a few months.

So because I felt like drawing, and inspired partly by the thunderstorm raging outside, I sat down at 9 o'clock at night and drew this:

From left to right: Leah, Beth, Marvin, and an evil shape-shifting space-alien.
The blue colored pencil is a new technique I've been trying lately thanks to a step-by-step process by Kazu Kibuishi who makes the comic Copper.  Here I wasn't utilizing the tactic of inking then removing the blue in photoshop for clean lines.  In fact, I didn't want any outlines at all for this one.  But sketching in good-quality colored pencil is much more fun for me than drawing with graphite, the wax goes down with less effort making a more readable drawing.

I scanned the above image the next morning at about 9am, then brought it into Photoshop.  Another thing I've recently learned is always start with a background color.  I chose a gradient to help my brain wrap around the light and shadows.
Background gradient and original sketch set to "Multiply".
Then I colored the base colors of all the characters and their accessories.  It must be noted this is the first time I've colored my alien character Marvin in his "Earthling" disguise (his fur is dyed black.  His natural fur-color is a garish shade of spring green.)
Character base colors.
Next I added the road surface they're standing on.  I used a speckled brush set to a really big setting to give it some texture.
Road
Then I turned my attention to the background.  I dislike drawing backgrounds, so I try to keep things simple.  For this one I needed a cornfield though, because the scene is part of a larger story and that story happens to be set in the middle of farmland.  But this is a character-focused drawing, so I decided to go easy on myself.

First, I made a corn plant:
Just realized I forgot the ears.  It's corn, trust me.
Then, I duplicated the corn.
Corn.
Then I made three more layers of corn, using rudimentary linear perspective to get the sense of rows (I did use a reference image to estimate the spacing.  I'm from the country, but I'm not that country.)  For each layer I used the Levels tool to make the corn slightly darker and the "Gaussian Blur" filter with a slightly higher setting each time to create depth.
Corn rows.
At this point, I can't remember what order I did things, but the background went something like this:
Sky with stars made using the "star" brush.
Soil gradient, layered under road and sky.
Then I stared adding shadows, which I always make with a layer set to "multiply" and a brush color set to 50% grey, then change layer opacity to taste.  Added to the corn, it made a more dramatic effect.
Shadows added to corn.
Then there was the matter of the distant hedge-rows and horizon line.  This was simply a large speckle brush of a dark green color.  I've hidden the corn so you can see it better.
The name of the game is "Suggestion", not "Detail".
With the background elements in place, I duplicated the original background gradient and brought it between the background and the characters, setting it to "Overlay".  This gives the whole thing a nice dramatic tint.  Note that the characters are on top of the tinting layer, so they are unaffected.
Drama!
Finally, I focus on the characters.  I added the shadows in three passes for each character, that's 12 layers total just for the character's shadows in this piece.  Again, this was done with a layer set to "multiply" and a grey brush color.  The benefit to all these layers is control.  If I change my mind and want a shadow darker or lighter, all I have to do is move a dial rather than erase and re-draw.  By having shadows on a separate layer from the base color, I can lock the base color layer and play with the shadows freely without fear of messing up my earlier steps.

Grounding shadows added.
Character shadows, first pass (aka the lightest shadows)
Character shadow second-pass (darkest shadows) and extra line-work added like mouths and pockets.
Next are the highlights, which I do with a layer set to "Screen" (sort-of the opposite of "Multiply") and a brush set to the background color that I'll be highlighting.  I always mess with the opacity on the highlight layers.  This is where an object becomes either matte or shiny, which was essential for the hairless, putty-like shape-shifter alien.  Other places, like Beth's green shirt have no highlights at all.  The difference is hardly noticeable, but a good highlight will bring out the shadows more and show texture.
Highlights added.
And if you ever wanted to make a transparent character, here's the part where you hide the base color and get something like this:
I know there's a Terminator reference here, but I never watched Terminator.
Last, I added some atmospheric effects.  A yellow-to-transparent gradient set to "Overlay" and 73% opacity gives the effect of oncoming headlights from the left.
Headlight effect.
Another gradient of navy blue set to "Overlay" and 58% gave an extra aura of darkness for the shape-shifter to be emerging from.
Dark and spooky.
I added a grey-scale adjustment layer to check the color contrasts and to any last minute level-altering (adjustment layers filter the image without changing any information on the actual layers.  It can be turned on/off with a single button)
Greyscale check.  Marvin kinda... disappears.  But there's nothing for it.
Then I exported the whole thing as a .jpg image and posted it as my new Facebook cover.  I finished at about 6:30 pm yesterday.  So with the exception of the original sketch, this really was a one-day project.  That's got to be a personal record.

Click for full-sized image.
Earworm of the Day: Tired of Lindsey Stirling yet?  I'm not.  On the Floor Take Three.